I don't understand how I can feel this way. I don't understand how I can like someone who I know that I can never have. How can I like Dana? What is it about him that I like so much? That's one of the things I don't understand. And why do I still think about fooling around with Joey? I know that its never going to happen again. I don't even think about having sex with Dana. I just think about being with him. Hanging out with him and just being there with him. I haven't thought this way about anyone in a while. I've thought about David that way, but that's a different story. That doesn't count in this incident. Its different because me and David had something. There hasn't ever been anything between me and Dana. I wish I could make something. Ugh I'm saying the same things over and over again. I think I've gotten the point across. I'll write again when I have something better to say. Or something to update on.

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