Today was much slower than we were anticipating. They're probably much busier now that its getting dark and there's going to be fireworks soon. Anywho, I had Joey on my mind again. Gary sorta caught me cuz he said that every time Joey's name was mentioned I kinda lit up. He said that I had a sparkle in my eyes. Whatever. I don't think so, but then again I can't see my face unless there's a mirror. I was kinda hoping that Joey would be up there today like he said he was gonna be, but when Gary said that he wasn't coming up I got kinda bummed out. I think I found a way to get up to the Northside store. I'm gonna try and convince Katie to go up to the Foothills Mall this weekend when we go see Pirates. And when we're leaving we could stop by Northside and get some good food. This way too I can say I've been to all three stores and I'll be able to see Dana. I almost told Joey that I like Dana last night, but something stopped me. Maybe it was the things Joey was saying about him. I think its better that I not tell Joey yet. I might later on or he might find out from someone else or he might already know. I think Gary thinks that I still like Joey. Or that I like Joey again. Which I don't, but he is on my mind. But not exactly in the same way as before when I did like him. I don't really know how to describe it. Oh well. I hate the fact that I think about things that I don't understand the meaning of. Like when I think about certain people in my past. Especially people that I'd rather not think about. Whatever. I guess it doesn't matter what the meaning of the thoughts are. I just think them and that's all there is to it. It'd be nice though to know what at least some of them mean. But I'm pretty sure that if I was supposed to know what some of them mean that I would know and that I'd not be wondering. Anywho, I'm watching 4th of July specials since I have no life and can't go out to watch the fireworks. But then again we'd always stay home and watch the fireworks on TV. Only once I think did we ever go out and see them. I'm so bored right now. I have the whole weekend off again. Its cuz Tiffany is going away for a while and she needs the hours so Gary really had no other way to still give me two days off and give her the hours that she wanted. So I have the whole weekend off, which could come in handy when we go out this Saturday. I don't have to worry about being home at any particular time due to having to go to work the next day. Alright I have nothing else to say so I'll write again later.

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