Well, I still don't know if I want an actual 'relationship' out of him, but after much contemplating, I kissed him. And he was more than willing to kiss back. Nothing else really happened, but that's fine with me. The last few guys, well, there really wasn't a waiting period. I like the idea of spreading things out over a period of time. Its something I haven't had in a while.

I just have to figure out what his intentions are. I don't want him to think that we're getting into a relationship. If he thinks that we're getting into one, then I could be in trouble. Cuz say, what if I meet someone and end up getting involved with him, or sleeping with him. Just as a what if. I don't plan on it. But I don't want him to think that I'm cheating on him, especially since his last girlfriend did.

Over the next few days {or weeks} I'll find out slowly where this is gonna go. And hopefully I don't find out something I don't want to know.

There is something nice about this 'situation' though. I don't see him every day. I get to have my freedom. He's really busy with school, especially now that the semester is ending, he's got finals that he has to study for and work on. He said that the last day is sometime in the beginning of December {I can't remember which day exactly}, but he has one more final to take on the 15th. I'm gonna see if he can spend more time here, but if he can't then I'm cool with it. Until the end of the semester, I'm not gonna push him coming over. I don't want him to fail on account of me.

Anywho, I don't really have much else to say. I'll write again whenever.

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